Chapter 21

Some connections hit deeper than the ones weighed down by reality. Not everything in the world has to be tangible. When I met her, I’d never smelled her skin or felt its warmth; her face was just a tiny avatar on my phone screen. But together, with words and images, we carved out a whole universe of longing and surrender. It was something that flowed beyond the limits of the body: intense, intangible, and yet devastatingly intimate.

She burst into my world like a comet streaking across my orbit — a surprise notification, a shy reply to my Instagram story. I, curious, shot back a response, and that’s how it started, something I never knew would turn into a full-blown storm. At first glance, she was just a regular girl: 23 years old, juggling school and work, but there was something in her words, in the hesitant way she revealed bits of herself, that hooked me. When she confessed, almost like a secret, that she’d never slept with anyone, man or woman, a spark of desire and curiosity shot through me.

It wasn’t innocence she carried, but hunger. She was a woman fully formed — beautiful, with a steady gaze and occasional laughs that seemed to hide secrets. There was something magnetic in her independence, but also a vulnerability that made me want to dive right in. From afar, our chats turned into something more. It started with curiosity, then came the hotter words, the fantasies swapped in messages that got longer and later into the night.

There, miles away, the words we exchanged became the only bridge between our bodies. She stripped bare in words, and I did the same, until we were two souls laid naked, surrendered to the burning idea of each other. The chair I sat in turned into an altar; my body was the offering, and she, the devotee who worshipped it with adoration in every sentence. Her words had a hypnotic power, shaping my thoughts, solidifying sensations. Her touch became real, the heat of her skin, the shiver from imagining it, and the wetness that betrayed the desire dripping without restraint.

I was naked, legs crossed in a shaky attempt at holding back, while my hands wavered between gripping the phone and exploring my own body. Her command reached me like a whisper straight to my ear, her imagined tongue dancing in my mouth with such vivid intensity that my breath hitched. Her absent presence throbbed on my skin; I felt the weight of her hands, the strength of her fingers gripping my thighs and claiming my breasts.

When the mouth she described slid down to envelop my nipple, it was like my soul got ripped out in sudden ecstasy. I melted into the image, every word of hers turning into a flame that burned slow and delicious. She was bold, daring, ravenous, and I was completely hers, body and mind.

I tried to respond, to put into words what I felt, but I gave up quick. Every touch of mine was an extension of her commands, every muffled moan a prayer to what she made me feel. I was at the mercy of a presence that had never touched my body, but somehow felt more real than any other.

With my legs arched, surrendered to touches that would never come, I made myself open to a desire that consumed me alone. I felt myself leaking, liquid, from my most intimate spots, the wetness that should have been lapped up by her now trailing paths across the seat holding me up. It was hot, feverish; the lightest touch on my most sensitive spot was like a spark igniting every nerve, threatening to cut that ecstasy short. The orgasm, eager, waited for my permission to burst free, right on the edge of the cliff my hand held with a mix of firmness and hesitation.

My fingers, determined, sought the endless darkness of my own depths, revealing again the secrets of my textures. I filled myself, explored myself, abused myself like someone lost in the most intimate abandonment. The world around me vanished; there was only the muffled sound of my panting breath, the unmistakable musky scent of my pussy hanging in the air, hitting my nostrils and intoxicating me. The salty taste of my own body hit my lips, brought by the insatiable curiosity of my tongue, while the unstoppable craving for her mouth on my shame pulsed in every cell.

“Lick me, suck me, eat me out!”

It was the clumsy plea she understood, ripped from me in a poorly typed message, but loaded with the urgency of desire. With every word, I pictured her there, devouring me, filling the void where my hands now ruled alone. It was her I wanted, her I needed to save me from the hunger I created myself.

Her commands led me to the end, like a leaf in the wind, lost and surrendered, until I was slammed hard and dragged furiously to the ground. The impact hit like an electric shock, a pain that wasn’t pain, but the supreme tension that seized my whole body, locking every muscle in ruthless spasm. I wanted to scream, to unleash the cry from my soul, but control of my body wasn’t mine anymore. The sound got stuck, a long silent scream of agony and ecstasy echoing in the quiet empty house.

My whole body shook, a spasm that left me fragile, and I curled to the side, seeking comfort in myself, alone. My hand, once an instrument of pleasure, was now slick with the hot liquid of my own cum, proof of the final surrender to desire. It was the uncontrollable gush from my body, the announcement that our message exchange had reached its peak.

I’d come for her. More than that, I’d been hers — body, mind, and soul. Every word of hers had sculpted the pleasure that exploded in me, and now, as I let exhaustion take over, I was satisfied. A full, intimate happiness filled the space around me, a silent gratitude for having her, even if only on the edges of reality.