Chapter 39
Alice had wanted to go to a rave for a long time, she'd decided ages ago, and the opportunity popped up with an event called "Wonderland — The Rave" showing up in her Instagram feed. When she saw the name, she felt like it was a sign. "Guys, this party's for me! It's gonna be Alice in Wonderland, and of course, I'm going in character, right?" Excitement took over, and for weeks she threw herself into prepping the perfect cosplay: shiny little shoes, a blue flared dress with a spotless white apron, a headband holding back her blonde hair. Small, delicate, she looked like a sweetheart — but only on the outside.
It wasn't easy convincing her friends to come with her. She needed a group, after all. It was dangerous to go alone. She lined up transportation, scraped together cash, and planned every detail. It was gonna be a techno music rave that lasted three days and three nights nonstop, fueled by drugs and booze.
She arrived on the second day, already past noon. She knew that was the sweet spot. On the first day, folks weren't fully in the vibe yet. On the last, they were too wiped out for anything. The peak hit right there, when the festival's energy reached its high.
The space that used to be an open green field had turned into a muddy mess, trampled by thousands of relentless feet. The smell of damp earth mixed with sweat, the cloying perfume of people trying to mask the inevitable, the sour tang of spilled drinks on the ground. The crowd spread out like a throbbing organism, bodies tangled without distinction, dancing, laughing, yelling, lost in the frenzy.
The music was an invisible monster, reverberating in deep waves that climbed up your legs and rattled your bones. Mids and highs sliced through the air like blades, creating a cacophony that swung between ecstasy and despair. No melodies, just a continuous, hypnotic sound that swallowed everything around it.
It was a pack of wild folks, bodies jerking in frantic spasms, each one dancing to their own beat, hard to make out. The music didn't lead; it possessed. Repetitive, insane beats poured into your ears and thumped in your chest like a second heart, racing, off-kilter, out of control. The ground was unsteady, a mosaic of mud and party debris — empty cups, broken glow bracelets, cigarette butts, and what looked like puke, but nobody gave a shit. The smell was an intense mix of sweat, booze, wet grass, and a faint hint of incense and smoke from the fire jugglers that some crazies kept spinning nonstop.
She and her friends didn't hesitate to dive into the chaos. They drank enough to melt away any shame and surrendered to the dance until they lost track of time. They laughed loud, shouted lyrics to songs they barely knew, their bodies glowing under fluorescent paints, faces sweaty, eyes wide, pupils blown from adrenaline and alcohol. And, of course, they started scanning the place for targets. Making out was the goal, and soon one by one they peeled off, hooked by some hungry eyes and wandering hands.
The sky darkened without Alice noticing. Suddenly, the rave transformed. The lights got harsher, more vibrant and artificial, casting distorted shadows and shapes that seemed to dance on their own in the blackness. Flaming juggles sliced the air in dizzying spins, spitting sparks, while masked weirdos put on fire shows. The smell of burning gasoline mixed with the grease from food stalls and the sweet haze of joints passed hand to hand.
Alice looked around and realized she was alone. The crowd clustered near the stage, hypnotized by the DJ who commanded the beats like a conductor of a mad army. The lights swirled in colors, creating flashes of warped reality, and in the middle of that symphony of chaos, the moon looked weak, small, insignificant against the spectacle of neon and shadows consuming the scene.
She tried to find her friends, but it was pointless. In the dark, faces turned anonymous, blurry smudges of euphoria and exhaustion. A bitter taste of frustration hit her mouth — she didn't want to end the night alone. She was tired, sweaty, beat from dancing, beat from searching. She decided to head back to the meetup spot they'd agreed on before getting swallowed by the crowd.
She sat down there, feeling her body heavy. The booze surged in weird waves, leaving her dizzy, loopy. She needed to rehydrate, grab some food. The world spun slow around her, like she was about to get eaten by the place.
"Eyyy… Hey… Hey?"
Alice lifted her head, eyes heavy from fatigue and alcohol. The music sounded more distant for a second, muffled, like she'd stepped into another space inside that chaotic rave.
"Over here…"
The voice came from off to the side, near a dead tree, a silhouette leaning there, still. It was hard to tell if it was a guy or a girl. There was something ethereal about their presence, a vibe that didn't match the madness around.
Alice narrowed her eyes, curious. Maybe this person knew where her friends were.
"You're alone, miss…"
Even up close, the doubt lingered. No defined features, just an androgynous beauty, unsettling. The eyes were black, hugely dilated, devouring the little light that hit them. The pale skin looked untouched by the sun, like this person had never existed outside the dark. Loose, neutral clothes gave no clues, like that body could be anyone, anything.
"Yeah… We got separated. Can't find my friends."
The person tilted their head to the side, a light smile, almost mocking, playing on their lips.
"Maybe you gotta get lost too… to find what you're looking for."
Alice frowned.
"Get lost? What do you mean?"
The stranger chuckled low, a sound that blended with the rave noise, almost an echo.
"Don't you think it's weird to search for something lost… without being lost yourself?"
She blinked, trying to parse that.
"But if I get lost, how do I find anything?"
"Who said you need to find?"
Alice felt a shiver down her neck. The way this person talked, slow, playful, almost hypnotic, made the rave around them feel farther away, like they were in their own isolated space, cut off from the world.
"You talk funny…" She smiled, stepping a bit closer.
"And you listen funny."
The stranger's smile widened, and for the first time Alice noticed something subtle, almost imperceptible, at the corners of the lips… Like the smile was a bit too big. Like, for a brief second, it wasn't exactly human.
She shivered, but not from fear. She liked it. For some reason, she liked it a lot.
"You kiss me, and I'll help you get lost… and lost, maybe we won't find what we can't what we'll run into. How about it?"
The sentence sounded like a riddle, nonsense play, but something in the voice's tone made Alice want to answer with an action, not words. There was a hypnotic charm to this person. The features, delicate and indefinable, carried a beauty that didn't seem to belong to this world. The way they spoke, like each syllable danced in the air before reaching her ears, was almost a melody.
Alice gave in.
Their bodies came together in an exchange of heat, skin, and breath. Her eyes stayed open until the last second before contact, like she wanted to capture every detail of that moment. The person's lips were sweet and soft, like they held nothing inside, a smooth, perfect surface. The tongue, small and tame, gave a sense of innocence, something harmless. Alice liked that.
She let herself get wrapped up, throwing her arms around the shoulders of that still entity, who just kissed her, static and gentle.
Then, suddenly, the kiss turned into a whirlwind.
The sweet taste turned sour. The world disconnected.
Alice felt something on her tongue. Small, bitter. A paper.
"What the hell?" She tried to pull away from the kiss, tried to get that thing out of her mouth, but cold fingers grabbed her hands.
"No, no, no… Don't take it out… Let it… Let it…"
The voice came as a whisper, a purr, something that raised goosebumps and soothed at the same time.
Alice hesitated. Then she realized.
It was a treat. A gift passed through the kiss. Something you weren't supposed to refuse.
She relaxed. Relaxed too much.
The world around her started pulsing different, the person's breath mixing with hers, the rave's edges going distant, unreal. The ground wasn't so solid anymore. Time wasn't so concrete.
And, surrendered to the caresses of that ethereal entity who'd called her over, Alice started to fall.
She blinked slow, her mind already slipping to another plane, thoughts running like diluted ink in water. Everything seemed distorted, fluid, like logic had been left behind.
"But anyway… sorry to ask… are you a guy or a girl?"
The stranger smiled, and that smile stretched in a way it shouldn't be possible.
"I can be whatever you want, Alice… Just wish it hard enough."
The words spun in her mind, echoing inside her skull like a distant beat. The world no longer had the same rules, gravity felt uncertain, and reality folded around her.
Her eyes dropped to the mouth of that ethereal figure and something pinned her there. Something was different.
"Your mouth…" Alice murmured, trying to focus. "Looks like a little pussy…"
She laughed, not sure if she was serious or if her mind was messing with her. And then, without hesitation, she leaned in to kiss them again.
But now the touch wasn't the same.
The other's lips were different. The texture had changed. They were fuller, hot and strangely wetter than they should be. The wetness spread against her skin, too much wetness, a different heat.
And then Alice got it.
It wasn't a mouth anymore.
What her lips touched, what her tongue started to invade, wasn't a human mouth anymore. It was something way beyond that.
The creature's mouth had turned into a pussy.
A hot, pulsing opening right in the middle of the face. Soft, quivering, throbbing, like it was breathing. The smell was intense, invading her nostrils, a mix of desire and thick wetness. Her lips moved over that living flesh, and when she realized what she was doing, Alice didn't pull back.
Her body leaned in more, her tongue slid into that impossible space, licking and penetrating, feeling every hot fold that trembled under her touch. The texture was real. Scary real.
The kiss redefined "oral" for Alice. The sensation was new, impossible to compare to any other experience. Her body ignited from inside, a slow, inevitable burn. With every second, her sense of self seemed to unravel, dissolved in the heat, the touch, the strange, delicious taste of that moment.
The stranger's hands were under her dress, and she didn't even notice how they got there. Like they'd just appeared, existing before she could even register.
When the fingers slid along the edges of her panties, brushing the hot skin, a shiver ran up her spine, and she pulled back just enough to flash a smile, not to stop, but to egg them on.
"Keep going…"
And she was obeyed.
The fingers buried inside her, and a shaky sigh escaped her lips. But it wasn't a normal sigh. It stretched out, echoing in the rave itself, like her voice vibrated in sync with the music, like her existence in that instant was tied to the sound waves exploding around.
She smiled. And danced.
Her body moved in response to what invaded her, not fully grasping the shape of what was inside. It was hot. It was weird. It was part of her now.
She ground to the music's rhythm, making it slide in and out, giving her pleasure, eyes half-open, the world pulsing in flashes of light and shadow, a universe dismantling and reassembling with every beat. She laughed her ass off, insane, pure joy. The pleasure came in an unusual way, a flow that didn't just start in her gut but spread everywhere, coursing through her body like liquid electricity.
From her pussy, it radiated to her fingertips, like those were her real pleasure zones. Like every touch, every tiny movement carried the same ecstasy throbbing between her legs. She twisted her fingers in her own hair, making lazy curls, like she was jerking off right there in the rave, without even realizing. Her eyes blinked slow, her face twisting in expressions of pure delirium, a mask of transcendental bliss.
Sex had always had clear sensations for Alice — the heat, the touch, the exact pressure of bodies, the rhythm of thrusts. But now, like magic, she saw the orgasm. Colors had smells, and her sight had taste. Blue reminded her of mint, red had a citrus bite, yellow was sweet like honey. Time folded on itself, seconds stretching and shrinking, making it impossible to know if it all happened in a blink or if they'd been there for hours, centuries, an eternity.
She felt the young one behind her, hard, erect under the skirts of her dress, pressed to her body in a primal dance. The dress rode up and down with the movements, swirling around her thighs like a ghost of fabric. The two were locked together, lust steering their steps like the music came from inside their bodies, not the speakers making the ground shake.
A whirlwind of stimuli swept Alice. Her skin tingled like every pore had woken up. A cacophony of sounds hammered her nose, while her ears caught the scent of sex trapped in the air — wetness, sweat, something hot, something animal. The whole world was upside down, jumbled, a sensory maze where anything was possible.
A mouth swept blue across her neck, licking in cold and fiery stripes at the same time. The touch gave her chills, leaving her skin icy and hot simultaneously. She shuddered, grinding back, pushing harder against the young one, letting them slide in and out with impossible fluidity. Each thrust was a new pulse of pleasure, a new colored wave invading her, spreading through her body like she was dissolving into the rave's atmosphere. Their hands held her tits, squeezing, kneading, but something was off. The texture, the shape… Alice realized the impossible: each palm had a mouth.
Living tongues moved against her skin, sucking her nipples wetly, playing with the hardened tips, licking, nibbling, drooling without shame. It was relentless touch, wetness dripping like her breasts were a source of something sacred, something craved by those impossible mouths.
And then they started vibrating.
Her breasts molded to the pleasure, pulsing to the music's beat, changing shape and size like liquid in an invisible container. Each rave beat made her flesh expand and contract, an organic choreography between the mouths in the palms sucking and the sound waves enveloping her. The pleasure's tremor was green, painting her skin with the smell of passionfruit. An intense, tart fragrance, like she felt the fruit dripping on her body, a citrusy red perfume dissolving into her pale skin. But with it came another sensation — a familiar sweet, comforting one, rising like an echo from memory.
It was the smell of her grandma's coffee.
Memory and pleasure mixed, invisible threads of past and present stitched by sensations that should never coexist. The warm heat of a childhood afternoon, the bitter texture of black coffee in an old cup, the aroma filling the air as pleasure flowed from her core to every limb.
In her mouth, a sharp bitterness scratched her tongue, like biting rusty metal. Her tongue dried up, her throat swallowed dry, and for a moment everything condensed into a single point of extreme sensitivity. Penetrated, sucked, and lifted, Alice felt the world bend before her. The space around trembled like reality was panting. Everything worshiped her body. Everything adored her like a goddess.
And, from the height of her throne at the peak of pleasure, she gave back all the energy offered to her, like a generous, insatiable deity. But every delirium needs an end, and the break came like a blade tearing reality's structure.
The world crumbled. Her pussy exploded violently, crushingly, a wave of pleasure smashing her body with thunderous force.
The orgasm hit like an internal collapse, a raw, relentless eruption that tore her from inside out. Every nerve burned, every muscle clenched in brutal spasm. It was too much. Like she was dying. Like something inside shattered and reborn at once.
An insane electric jolt shot up her spine to the top of her skull. Her legs buckled, her whole body shook, a convulsion of uncontrolled cum that made her scream. Scream loud.
A name escaped her mouth, but she didn't even know who she was calling.
Pleasure took over every pore, every fold, every crevice. Hell and paradise colliding inside her, incalculable, overwhelming.
And then the drop.
The real world yanked her back, brutally.
The thrusts were real now. Their sweaty pelvis slammed against her ass with force, skin on skin, the wet, immoral sounds of raw fucking echoing amid the music's bass. The rave's smell flooded her nostrils again — sweat, booze, puke, trampled grass, cigarettes, something sour and rotten and hot. All terribly real.
Her body trembled. The orgasm monster roared inside her, exploding in waves of hot liquid, squirting hard, splashing between her thighs, dripping on the filthy ground. Her cum spread, an animalistic jet, uncontained, soaking them both like a profane baptism.
Her body was swept by unrecognizable onomatopoeias — grunts, moans, sobs mixed in an uncontrolled trance.
And then everything went black.
The collapse.
The colossal orgasm sucked her last spark of consciousness, and Alice blacked out.
Time did its duty where the world is real and passed.
Leaning against a tree, Alice woke to the cold metal on her skin. The thermal blanket reflected the swirling red and blue flashes around her, blinking in a nauseating rhythm. Her friends were crouched nearby, nervous, faces a mix of worry and embarrassment.
The smell of booze, sweat, and trampled grass still hung in the air, but now there was something worse — the unmistakable stink of reality.
Firefighters and cops hustled around, talking in codes and coordinating some incident that, from the looks of it, involved her.
"Girl, you okay?"
The voice came from far off, like she was still trying to shake the last echo of her trip.
"Yeah… I think…" Alice murmured, blinking slow. The world felt aggressively solid now. "Where is he?"
The guy. The androgynous being. The entity that had taken her to another plane.
Movement to her right caught her eye, and then she saw.
No mystical creature. No mysterious young one with mouths in their hands. Just a skinny kid, cute but ordinary. Wrinkled clothes, messy hair, an irritated look as he mouthed off nonsense at the cops. Handcuffed, he spat incoherent words, eyes wide from someone still far from landing back in reality.
Alice opened her mouth, but one of her friends beat her to it:
"Girl…" The voice carried a heavy dose of secondhand embarrassment. "You were fucking some dude… right in the middle of the rave… naked."
Alice's eyes went wide.
"And… you pissed yourself all over."
The silence that followed lasted forever.
And then the bitter taste of her grandma's coffee hit her mouth again, a sweet smell.

