Chapter 13

My whole body was still shaking, I was sprawled out there like a rag doll tossed aside after the kid got bored with it. But unlike the doll, I wasn’t tired at all. In fact? I felt like the fucking queen.

I looked at the two of them there, still between my legs, their mouths glistening with me, and that’s when it hit me: they were there for me. I was the center of all this shit. And I started to like the idea.

And now? Now I just didn’t have much idea what to do next.

Seeing Giovana kiss my woman got me jealous, a little pissed off, but I let it slide. I think if it was a guy with Nani, I’d be way more jealous. Not that Nani’s into dudes much anyway; she prefers girls like me.

“Vai ficar deitada aí, Lelê? Vem aqui!”

No, wait — adapt dialogue meaning identical, but natural American.

Actually, original: — Vai ficar deitada aí, Lelê? Vem aqui!

So, Nani calling to Lelly.

” You gonna just lie there, Lelly? Come here!”

Nani wanted me to go kiss the two of them. The whole triple kiss thing. These lesbians are all so promiscuous. I went, I was already right there.

They were sitting on the bed, still kinda between my legs, and I had to sit up to get closer. I started kissing Nani on the neck, behind the ear, real gentle. It was her favorite spot. Before I knew it, Giovana pulled me in with a frog mouth and shoved her tongue down my throat.

That was weird. I didn’t like Giovana’s tongue; it was rough, too wet, like she wanted to lick my soul. What saved it were Nani’s kisses. It was a mess, a sloppy three-way kiss, tasting like booze and my pussy on everyone’s mouths. And honestly, I was finding it kinda gross.

There was always a hand attacking me, and it was always Giovana’s. She loved scratching me. I was already all red from her nails.

Then, curiosity hit me.

Giovana wasn’t fat, but she was curvy, you know? And her camel toe always showed through her pants. I was curious to see her pussy slit.

“Take your clothes off, Giovana, Nani’s gonna eat you out.”

“Just like that?” Giovana said, playing all shy.

Gonna get shy in an orgy?

I laughed at the tease while the other one started a half-assed striptease, moving to the rhythm of the music. I was only glancing sideways, but my attention was really on Nani, who was already on her second or third drink and pounding them too fast.

“Slow down, Nani, you’re gonna pass out like that.”

I said that more to make it clear I didn’t give a shit about the other one, who seemed to notice nobody was paying her much mind. Truth was, Nani was more into the glass than anything else. Me? I just wanted to see that fat chick’s snatch.

Besides the double head I got, this whole thing was turning to shit. I got jealous every time the fat one went for Nani, and to make it worse, the more time passed, the more disgusted I got with her. Every time I touched Nani, here came that hand full of nails trying to shove fingers in me. How the hell does that lesbian jerk off without stabbing herself?

And the worst: I had to watch my woman go down on another right in front of me. My mood was shifting fast, but I held it together. The only thing keeping me there was Nani, who seemed really into all this crap, and my curiosity about Giovana’s pussy.

And then my moment came.

Folks, well-chosen clothes work miracles! The girl took off her clothes, and I almost told her to put them back on. She caught me laughing at her a couple times, probably thinking I was happy or drunk. Little did she know I was just in shock. I’m not the most sisterly girl in the world, I admit.

And that’s when the fiasco started winding down.

The woman took off her panties and spread her legs. Up till then, I hadn’t seen it right ‘cause Nani had already dived in. Then here comes slutty Nani and says to me:

“Come here, Lelly, help me out!”

And I went to settle in beside her, ready to join in. But, folks… When I saw that thing between the girl’s legs… I felt bad for her.

What a horror!

Seriously, girl, listen up! Every woman thinks her pussy’s weird and it’s almost never true, but this one… Fuck, it needed surgery. It was fat and narrow, with everything that should be inside bulging out three times the size of the outer lips. Looked like someone squeezed it so hard the clit popped out. And what a clit, huh? The size of my thumb! And the skin? My God, you could take it to a tanner and make a boot! And to top it off, the chick didn’t know how to use a razor — there were forgotten tufts everywhere, and where the blade had gone, it took skin with it, leaving everything raw. Look, I’m chatty, but this time, I outdid myself…

“Uh, Nani, sorry, but I’m not putting my mouth on that!” I blurted out.

The whole room froze. Shit. I knew I’d said it too loud. The silence hung heavy, and I felt everyone’s eyes on me. Giovana went pale, her face trembling like it was gonna fall apart. I was still trying to figure out what happened when Nani jumped up fast, eyes flashing with anger.

“Lelly!” she grabbed my arm, dragging me out of the room. “Fuck, woman, what the hell was that?”

“Huh, am I forced to eat her pussy?” I shot back, feeling the irritation rise. On top of everything, they were gonna judge me?

Nani crossed her arms, huffing, trying to hold it in.

“It’s not that, Lelly! But did you have to say it like that? That’s ugly!”

I blinked, confused, feeling my blood boil. Ugly? Ugly was that thing between Giovana’s legs! But before I could respond, a weight hit my chest. I looked at the bed and saw Giovana curled up, eyes welling up. Nani was right; she felt bad, and I’d laughed.

“It’s mean to make the girl feel bad,” she went on, voice lower but firm. “If you were jealous, you could’ve just said so, and we’d stop.”

My head snapped. Oh, so that’s it?

“Oh, just say it?” I laughed, no humor in it, crossing my arms. “Like how you were gonna tell me you were throwing me into an orgy?”

Nani rolled her eyes, impatient.

“Seriously, babe? It was a surprise, I didn’t think you’d get pissed…”

My chest tightened. Pissed? I was pissed? I was fucking furious! I crossed my arms hard, the lump in my throat growing.

“Oh, yeah, you like surprising the people you love by offering them up to your gross friends?” I spat the words, heat rising to my face. Giovana was sobbing quietly in the background. “Offer me up to eat your mom too, or don’t you love her?”

It was quick. A sharp smack cut the air before the heat exploded on my cheek. My face turned with the force of the slap, skin burning. Nani was shaking, eyes wide, chest heaving fast.

Fuck.

My world spun for a second. I might’ve even deserved it. But stay quiet after that? No fucking way.